jan 25th. a morning bike ride

i did visuals at a show again last night.
its always changing. never know how i feel about it because i get very wrapped up in it when i'm doing it.
have the taste of morning in my mouth now. my body feels tired and a bit sore, more from living than anything else. the way its been clenching itself in the snow.


i feel a bit like this right now. kept trying to wake myself up this morning. the alarm clock would sound, the invisible nudge of morning would push my shoulder, the whisper of the day would say. c'mon its 10:30 am, there's a lot of living to do.
but i found myself gliding in and out of sleep. watching myself pass by like houses on either side of a bike ride.